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    August 10

    一个人的日子

     

    生活萎缩成一个人的空间,很多感觉很多心情流失了。脆弱的性格日渐脆弱,因为没有了坚强的理由和动力。刚失恋的日子强迫灵魂不去想那身影,不去触碰已在心底封存的眼神。如今,真正还原的日子,彻底一个人的日子,什么都想不起,也没有其他的来替代,徒留空白。这样不好,我也知道不好,可是又能怎样?不如这样吧--翻出旧相机--里面有些已没有意义但是于我倍显珍贵的相片,我们热恋时节出游的留影,两年里唯一的一次,也是唯一的两人合照。这样想时,觉得的确,我们的缘分很浅。刚开始的日子,出于好奇和执着,我们还能为浅淡的缘分坚持,想把它浓抹让它沉淀,想把让它细水长流。到后来,真正了解了彼此之后,失去了坚持的理由。不知道别人的爱情模式是怎样的,不晓得别人的幸福是否等于受罪,不清楚别人的爱情里有没有相知的欣慰和不成熟的遗憾。我们这样是注定的,刚开始的时候注定了结局。

    身旁的朋友没有理会我的发呆:"这么老的理光在数码时代也算古董了……"他并非有意,可是他打开了相机的后盖。我的心阵阵绞痛,无语,看着感觉着这些对我很珍贵的影像随着日光蒸腾,消失在无形的空间里,最后飘到哪里去?我不知道!可是我的心和沉重并甜蜜的回忆也随它一起飘远。

    照片都曝光了,什么都没有留下。我伸出手去抓,什么也抓不到。我睁大眼睛看,什么也没有。我们的缘分的确尽了,连一张合照我都没有能力留下来。你爱我的时候那种只属于我一个人的爱和微笑,渐渐从我的回忆退成一种模糊的感觉再退成空白。什么都让时间带走了,只留下一个名字,剩给我彻底的一个人的生活。

    可是你知道吗?剩给我一个人的日子,怎么能快乐。

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    ying liuwrote:
    看的伤感,像电影里的镜头
    Dec. 13
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    jiajia-china wrote:
    bless
    Aug. 11

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